I’m slowly starting to feel better about everything and starting to realize that I really have to whip my ass into shape. I’ve really let myself go. But it’s easier said than done to say I’m ready to change some filthy habits I’ve picked up recently.
The one thing I thought would make me happy never actually did. It just sunk me deeper into myself. I tried pointing fingers, but now it’s clear that I’ve been responsible for my actions all along. No one was making me do these terrible things. I was doing them because I was looking for attention that I never ended up receiving.
So here’s my pledge to stay clean and not be a sinner.